Life Through A Fisheye Lens

I guess this will be my first official entry on blogger.com. Lets see how this site works out for me. Wow,It sure has been awhile,lol. So here we are again, about 2 months and 2 weeks later. A few things have happened, and didn't happen since the last time that Ive updated. Lets, see. Well, I had my birthday about 2 weeks after my last entry. It was a good day, Its kind of hard to believe that I'm 17 already (I can only imagine what my parents must think,ha ha.) I had a nice time at Gasho-the japanese restaruarnt where they sing and cook the food in front of you, lol. Lets see, what else has been going on. After that was St. Patricks day (which can be summed up as corned beef+cabbage+potatoes+carrots+irish soda bread=one very happy happy day) lol. Then I had my college planning day with my parents and guidance counselor. So I guess i can kind of elaborate on what happened then. Well, my counselor said that I was on the right track, being that I had already registered for the May SAT (more on that later). But, Im really not so sure. I mean, soon, I have to start looking at colleges and careers. It seems so daunting and overwhelming sometimes I guess. But, of course I know Im not the only one going through it so I guess that can make it a little easier. I guess this summer I will start looking into it a little more.Once testing and everything has died down. After that awakening, I had my SAT a few saturdays later. It wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be, I get my scores some time next week. So we'll see how that goes. After that was my AP US test, but I wont know about that until July. Next week I have NYSSMA, which should be very entertaining,lol. Ok.Well, enough about those kinds of things,lol. Now onto more fun stuff in the life of yours truly.

Junior prom was last night! And my oh my what beautiful weather we had,haha. Geez, I was freezing my butt off walking into the gym. Overall, It was a fun night. One of my major beefs was the DJ-For like the first 2 (out of a four hour shindig) they played this crappy music that I had never heard of which was like virtually impossible to dance too. Go figure. At the end of the night though, it turned out to be fun. So i can't complain that much really.

Awhile ago I started thinking about how one minute you think you have things figured out and then out of the blue so many things can change. And, when looking at the new situation and reality that you have in front of you, things seem kind of strange and you are kind of in a state of disbelief. (I guess you can say that in a way,Its like looking at Life through a fisheye lens) Woah, when did this happen? Or, hm, I guess things are going to be different now. Then, sometimes we start to wonder: Is the situation itself making us feel kind of wacky? Or is it our own selves, thinking that a new situation will somehow change our own worlds and relationships? In the end, I think its a combination of both. Its just a matter of pulling will and effort to adapt and more forward. Ultimatley,thats all you can do.

I guess i'll write more later. Hopefully I'll try to update this more often. Until next time
~Melissa